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shay-creates · 1 year ago

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Apparently, my decision to be silly and make fanart of someone's writing (because I genuinely enjoy the story the person is writing and I was struck with inspiration upon reading a particular scene) has benevolent and wildly unforeseen consequences.

I apparently gained a bit of control of the canon because said writer really loved the art and decided what I drew/draw is canon.

2. Writer put said artwork into the document of his story right below the scene, so now it's IN the story where people who read the story will see it (with a link to me)

3. He sent the artwork to all his friends and people he knows because he was so excited

Wholesome interaction and I watched him do all that in real time, good stuff. However...there are two more consequences I was notified of today...nearly a full week after I gave the artwork.

Seeing the artwork caused his friends to become interested in reading and hearing about his story, which means more people are reading what he's writing and giving him critique on the story (which he actively asks for).

Apparently, upon seeing the art, his writer friends got a sudden second wind to pick back up writing they'd abandoned for a few months. Because, I quote, "seeing that someone enjoyed {his} writing enough to take the time to make art of it gave them the motivation that maybe THEY can write something that will inspire someone to also create something." I have accidentally caused a writing frenzy among his writer friends and my silly idea to make art for someone has had a butterfly effect for people who I don't even know.

Uhh...I'm pretty sure there's a moral here but I am tired and have a great deal of emotions about this.

#shay speaks #crying and screaming #I was not intending this! I just wanted to be nice to someone and show my appreciation for their work!#make someone's day by giving them a personalized gift #maybe make them cry a bit in joy or something (because he said he would if I went through with making art for him and he knew my goals)#This is the silliest thing to happen from me making art and idk what to do with this information #positivity

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chloesimaginationthings · 11 months ago

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In every FNAF universe William Afton can't count

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atherea · 7 months ago

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divine intervention be like

#im crying im screaming this whole fucking bit #edited bc i accidentally sced twice #dimension 20 #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #d20 #d20 fhjy

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jcbmcdrmtt · 1 year ago

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Sorry if I am not as good about tagging stuff for the foreseeable future. I shattered the screen of my tablet (to the point where there are chunks missing and glass dust coming off under your fingers and you can see the electronics under the screen), and I normally use that + a keyboard case to browse tumblr. I’m using my phone now which means a.) no physical keyboard, and b.) I don’t have as much battery life so my time is more limited. I do not see a point where I can replace the tablet or get it fixed anytime soon either.

All that coupled with the fact that I normally use tumblr in a browser, not the mobile app, means it’s a lot harder to tag things now, especially if I can’t just tap to apply OP’s/the reblogger’s tags because they didn’t add any or i don’t like what they used etc.. Tumblr mobile is honestly tiny and kind of crap on my phone browser - the keyboard makes the screen elements squish together and some things like tag rearranging are broken.

TL;DR: You may possibly see more untagged posts from me in the coming weeks. I apologize, understand if you unfollow, and just. Yeah. I guess I just wanted to explain myself as I normally pride myself on my tagging etiquette.

#i was so sad when it happened #it actually fell like 10 ft because I dropped it while going down the stairs #right in front of my sister and brother in law too #we all froze and they audibly gasped when i picked it up and the glass chips fell on the floor #i walked back to the kitchen to begin making my lunch and i could tell they were horrified because they just stood there in the doorway #in silence #they know how much i use/depend on/love my tablet i’m on it so much and i use it as my primary computing device #so they just stood there in horrified silence while i walked away and my BIL asked if i needed anything and i said no i’m good #and i sounded so normal???? which i hated because i was very much NOT okay like after they left i say in the living room petting their dog #and crying a bit #idk why my default response to situations like this is to pretend everything’s fine??#i know HOW i can do- being in the closet for a decade will make you a great actor #but i’ve been out for ANOTHER decade now #i thought i had worked past that instinct #apparently not #fuck that took forever to type on my tiny ass keyboard AND i lost 2% battery while i did it #fuck this #i don’t even need the tablet that badly i can fall back to my ancient laptop for most things #but now i have to sit in my room alone to do all my tumbling instead of introvert socializing on the couch with my sister and BIL #i think i cried mostly because life just keeps kicking me #i quit my awful awful job on the verge of a mental breakdown and then proceeded to take a full fucking year to realize the trauma from that #was WAY worse than i had originally thought and i was straight up mentally no longer able to work in IT/computer programming anymore #i lost my apartment and i literally would have been living in my car until that got repossessed too and then been homeless #if it wasn’t for my family offering me financial support and a place to live #and i am SO privileged to have a support network that is both willing and able to help me out like that #but sometimes i have a panic spiral when i think about the fact that i could have EASILY become another statistic #another person who became unhoused because of mental health struggles at the perfectly wrong time #without my family i would have been living in a bus stop enclosure by now #it terrifies me how close i came to that. a homeless person came up to me and asked for money the other day and i almost started crying #both because of how scared i was that that could have been (and still could eventually be) me

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adventures-in-poor-planning · 1 year ago

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On Saturday I hung out with my 84-year-old ecologist great uncle and he stopped in mid-conversation (abt the return of the whooping crane) and very seriously told me that "you can go one of two ways, as a naturalist"; either you keep sight of the hopeful possibilities, or you don't. I'm one of nature's wretched little pessimists but when an old ecologist literally holds your hands in his and tells you, "don't despair," you have to try, I feel.

#I'm not doing the scene justice i genuinely wanted to cry #like. both him and my great aunt are in middling health and he jumps all over the place in conversations now #but he was very serious about that bit #nature tag #;-;

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hansoeii · 1 year ago

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stede bunnet

#no thoughts just ed and his emotional support bunny #i felt like a genius coming up with stede bunnet this better make you laugh #because im still giggling over it #praying that his name is anything close to this because i need it #fun fact my bunny who sadly passed away in 2020 looked exactly like the one ed adopts and it made me cry a bit seeing that scene #her name was soe and I changed my username for her #she was the most prcious baby she got me through all the hardships #so I believe stede bunnet can do that for ed too #ofmd #ofmd 2 #our flag means death #our flag means death 2 #ofmd fanart #edward teach #taika waititi #blackbeard #ofmd 2 fanart #my art #digital art

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eso-terrors · 8 months ago

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Hunter hasn’t gotten a proper break since the squad left Kamino the first time… I feel like he takes care of everyone but forgets about himself, typical eldest sibling in crisis mode :((

#the bad batch #star wars the bad batch #fanart #star wars #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #tbb echo #tbb crosshair #tbb omega #tbb tech #eldest sibling syndrome #sometimes you’re so tired you just need to cry a little bit #i relate lmao

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150en · 2 months ago

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CreaKing Etho.

Hollow cavity where your heart should be. It's uncomfortable, but don't scratch at it. It won't help. Everyone's looking at you now. (Ah!?) Leave your heart to grow at home. Home is where the heart is. So go back. To die in your home where your heart is.

#scary tree guy dont cry ): youre so se- i mean cool #little bit secret life reference too #creaking etho #the creature evrr #ethoslab #mcyt #my art

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summergirl2408 · 2 months ago

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After about 11 months and 777.5 hours of work I am finally done and I am obsessed with the end result

pattern by @forineffablereasons / @darcylindbergh

stitched on 18ct aida fabric with 2 strands of dmc floss

#jessi does cross stitch #cross stitch #good omens #now I just gotta wash and iron it #and then try my hands at framing #if I ruin it during any of this I am 100% gonna genuinely cry #also I am already like 900 stitches into my next project lol #that next one is a bit smaller at only 90k stitches so it should maybe only take like 8-9 months or sth

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kitamars · 3 months ago

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doodles as i relive my spideyman phase from eighth grade

#first fanart in a while!#i was rewatching the ultimate spiderman cartoon bc it was my entire childhood lol #also this also happened bc i watched deadpool and wolverine and loved it but also came out of it loving spideypool and i feel like ive been #played. somehow #their dynamic is so good and crazy and i started reading the spideypool run and its actually so insane im crying #anyways here i am sorry i forgot about tumblr for a little bit i just forgot to log in ndjfhdjjr #school starts back up again and i am Excited (fear) but hopefully i can still post stuff ehe #have a good day and week! :3 #spiderman #peter parker #marvel #ok bye

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f4llingsidways · 1 year ago

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Hey there internet people☹️

Long time no...public service announcement.

Trying to cover all my bases cause I need people to be aware of what's happening cause none of us read our emails.

They fired all staff out of nowhere and sent everyone home.

Nobody knew this was happening.

(Ps, this is for all ai campuses)

Legit only had 3 months left before I were done.

Pls pls pls get ahold of anyone you know who is attending or just graduated!

#theartinstitute #the art institute #schoolshutdown #art student #terrible news #im gonna go cry for a bit.#read notes

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hinamie · 3 months ago

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bunch of portraits

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #ryomen sukuna #megumi fushiguro #gojo satoru #nanami kento #choso kamo #nobara kugisaki #yuta okkotsu #fanart #crying im so tired....#busts aren't hard on their own but 8 of them ???#i should have stuck at 6 if i knew what was good fr me #but lucky fr choso n yuuta enjoyers i dont know whats good fr me and tacked on the extra 2 last minute #i did a bust piece waaay back in 2020 early jjk days and it was this crowd minus choso/yuuta so i wanted to like. do a kind of redraw #im happy choso n yuuta made the cut tho they r fun they look as tired as i feel #i've been having a lot of fun w the more semirealistic skin render so i wanted to stretch those muscles a bit more #took the better part of 3 days but u know i'm pretty happy w these i dont think i have a hard least favourite #fun game guess my favourite characters based on how i draw them it is Glaringly obvious 2 me #ik i said i dont have a least favourite but i certainly have A Favourite #uhhhh misc notes i tried rly hard to make sukuna's face look like yuuji's and only rly change the expression #i think i was successful??? i hope?????? like i didnt want to make him look like his own person as bad as that sounds #he is Wearing Yuuji that is Yuuji's Face #also i rly . wish there were more women . but as much as i like maki as a character i fr some reason don't find drawing her very fun ?#so nobara out here pulling her weight fr the girls my goat my queen <333

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chloesimaginationthings · 7 months ago

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FNAF Cassidy is nervous to meet Abby,,

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eddiediazenjoyer · 10 days ago

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people who say that eddie doesn’t need to dance around to heal he needs to go to therapy or whatever are so boring!!! i don’t wanna watch a man sit on a couch and talk i want to watch him get flirted with by a gay priest and then go home and dry hump the air and then have life affirming sex with his best friend who gafs

#therapy in shows is up there with catholicism in how boring and played out i find it #sorry i don’t want eddie to ‘heal’ through therapy speak i want him to enter his fleabag era and then have weird awkward sex with buck #that they both think is amazing and the best they’ve ever had . and they both cry the entire time. sorry got off track there a bit #911 abc #buddie #eddie diaz

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cyb3r-mutt · 5 months ago

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Sometimes I think oh I could totally brat but then I remember that I fold like a cheap tent at the slightest hint of possibly being praised

#it’s embarrassing how easy #like yeah I’ll taunt and try and get someone to snap #and would love to tease and act out #but also know when the slightest bit of pressure is applied #I will trip over myself to do whatever will get me called a good boy #I’ll do it one day I know it #because I also wanna be a brat to the point it has to get fucked out of me while I cry #t4t switch #t4t puppy #t4t nsft #:3

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kristea9ay · 3 months ago

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How and where did he walk for the first time?

Mk fell asleep with both of his parents cuddling, but when he wakes up...his papa is upset? Not on his watch!